thoughts to words

Has the love bug bit  you yet?... :) its all around on my side. I found one of my first poems while cleaning out my room and decided to share it. Read and enjoy,  Should the sun go down, i want to know that i have my own, you know, that person,that one Should the moon appear, i want to bear, the doings of the day, and have what i care; most without wear, Should the sun rise again, i want to rise and gain, i want my companion of size who i won't complain of Should it get dark, i don't want to fall back, i want to know i have that person who'll have my back, and get me back on track, Should our flower whither, i won't go in and sulk in bitter, i would want to see the rose and not the thorns, as that's what it is about, Should i see the rainbow, i'll ignore the wind blowing, i want to smile coz it's there though it rains, i'll forget the storm  and hold on to beautiful things such as those Bernice

Silence fills me, these four walls cant accomodate me, not my creativity, or my ability, i hear the quiet movement of sand through the hour glass and the footsteps outside the electrical controlled doors, they told me i needed help, for what? i kept asking i simply took the powdery substance they called it cocaine, i say its their imagination tis my pain and gain, 'her love left', they claim i was always alone, i proclaim they just didnt realize, family equated to stone, so cold, doctors say am unstable feelings and proper speech, am unable, flight, i ran from the strange people in lab coats, the nurses and their hats, i stepped in the dark alley, the street lights adjacent to the highway, illuminated stray dogs on the hunt, put a scary chill in me, thinking it would wash the fear away.. i sniff the white powder, i felt it coming... grey and i figured i wouldn't see the sunrise any more                                    bernice